I have being dealing with severe OCD my whole life, I’m 20 years old now. Haven’t been able to keep a job longer than a year, have no friends whatsoever and dropped out of high school my senior year. I got my GED later on and then went to college but also dropped out. I recently just got a new job and I know I won’t last. Why am I this way. I have never been comfortable in my life. My head is fucked and this illness has ruined my life