>Gotta have opposites, light and dark, and dark and light, in painting. It's like in life.
>Gotta have a little sadness once in a while, so you know when the good times come. I'm waiting on the good times now.
Your wife might not have died this week but I'm sure you are talented enough to have your own reason to mourn.
Stay strong.
There's always a way out and best way not to feel stupid after doing any action is to ask for different perspectives on the topic regarding the reaction.
Never feel ashamed to ask, Anon.
Much more peskier shame comes after silence.

Videos for today
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