my father took too much to the grave with him
too many memories, knowledge of things that I would have been taught
stories, thoughts
it never should have been like this, he had no warning, he didn't have a chance to even try to confide in someone or write this
it was almost just taken one day
I don't often get sad about this, but for some reason I am right now and just wanted to share it

anybody in/have been in a similar emotional state?