I just can't talk to girls, its like I've got some sort of mental block. I can't smile at them or anything to show I'm interested.
I just said to my mum "How can you expect me to talk to girls when I didn't have a role model father to teach me". She just ignored me as usual. I sometimes blame her for getting involved with my narcissistic ex-alcoholic dad. I feel like she just had me to get child support money from him.
My mother has never given me any affection as a child, ever. If I was ever upset she'd just buy me some chocolate or shitty fast food, she was the one who made me over weight. It was only when I turned 17 I lost all the fat because I wasn't at home as much when I was at college.
Being in an dysfunctional family is the root cause for all my social problems. I'm 27 now and still never had a girlfriend, or any friends even.