>>7873149Your order is bad and you should feel bad. Boi I'm gonna have to teach you how to drink.
Step 1: Fuck ice drink water bitch.
>>7873161You know this actually hit me pretty hard and activated my almonds. It's not that I'm a cold or hard hearted person. On the contrary actually. I avidly give money to homeless people even if they'll spend it on drugs telling them "just use it to get through another day bro I know it sucks", I give respect to every person that crosses my path treating them with almost Canadian levels of hospitality and generosity but through all my kindness I find it very difficult to genuinely connect with people.
My circle of friends has always been wide but my inner circle has always been very small. I can only say I have 1 maybe 2 real niggas I'd ride and die with but even then I don't really connect with them. I'm a weird guy with weird interests. Even when I drink I order shit that an old man would. No matter what I do or who I meet genuinely connecting with someone is difficult for me. Nobody shares the same music tastes, movies, anime or hobbies. It's very lonely having to just nod and smile your way through most conversations. You show genuine interest in their interests and they become your friend very quickly. Unfortunately they just want to talk about themselves and have you nod and smile.
Most of my friendships revolve around one common interest which gets boring fast. It's not that I don't like that person because most of them are hella dope like Alize the weed guy who doesn't smoke, Kim (not my wife) the cute butch lesbian who loves camouflage clothing or Skylar the chubby anime watching white boy. Who they are is great and I love listening to the stuff they have to say but they don't like hearing what I think about unless it coincides with their interests.
I'll never be cold to my fellow human beings and not in a hippy way but in a we're all suffering in the same hell kind of way.
