I'm a piece of shit. I've been a piece of shit for a long time. A manipulative, dishinorary and evil piece of shit. I am wired in a way that I naturally act and think as a piece of shit. It takes immense effort to be conscientous of my piece-of-shittyness in social interactions and thoughts about society/ones I love. I don't want to be a piece of shit. A side of my sees a way to live through responsibility and truthfulness, a way to combat the constant suffering caused by the human condition we all stumble through.

How do you, personally, deal with unexcusable thoughts and actions you have/take, both past and present? Is there any hope /bant/? Is a piece of shit destined to be a POS for tge rest of their life?