https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8295rOMvtQI

I LAY MY HEAD ON THE STRETCHER
NEXT THING I KNOW MY CROTCH IS FLOATING IN A COLLECTION TRAY
I KNOW THIS IS WRONG
BUT MY ILLNESS NEEDS VALIDATION
SO I FORCE MYSELF TO BE HAPPY... HAPPY

I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS
DEAD

I LAY MY HEAD ONTO MY BED
WAKE UP TO A BLOOD STAIN SMELLING LIKE DEATH HAD JUST SHARTED HIMSELF
ITS TIME TO DILATE
AND SCRAPE OUT THE DEEP INFECTION
WHILE I FORCE MYSELF TO BE HAPPY
HAPPY

I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS... DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD

THE WORLD IS FULL OF BIGOTS
AND THEY DON'T KNOW MY PAIN
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THE OP
NAH ITS BETTER THIS WAY

I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS... DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD