>>7919405i'm pretty out of it most of the time for whatever reason my brain doesn't decide to work. but if your really awkward like i am after you do it with a girl and your lying there with nothing to say it really sucks and makes sex really not worth it. relationships were hell for me and i don't think i could ever do it again unless something seriously changes in my brain chemistry or whatever. i just lay around when i'm not working and watch youtube going on 10 years now..