I got a question, say you find someone who you actually love and see a future with. Shocking yes, but hear me out. You find someone you love and loves you back and they want to spend their life with you.

They are perfect and wonderful and you can't believe they're wanting to be with you. But you worry about hurting them not physically, but destroying their bloodline.

Because the person you love is 100% white and they can trace back their ancestry for hundreds of years and almost their entire family is white as well. Then you step back and realise that you're just from a family that only half remembers their roots and the others have forgotten and/or destroyed what they had, especially since you're not white. Not a fucking black nigger, at least, but you're not white.

So is it bad to feel shitty about wanting to be with this person who you love, and they love you back, but feel terrible because you know you're the one to destroy this long line of purity? Is it wrong to feel like shit because you don't want to be with the one you love, but also you do?