>>7926513Sometimes my life feels like a fucking lie, I have it so good, but why? What makes me deserve these things more then any other person on earth? And I know that using these things will come at the disadvantage of others yet I am unable to change my life style as everything has a negative effect. I cost a lot but I haven't returned anything yet, who have I made happy? What good did I do for the world when it did so much good for me, and it makes me kind of sad that I may never be able to return all the effort that was put into me to other people. At least if I was poor I wouldn't own anyone anything and I would have to put effort into things, but I would live life more happy because what would I need to compensate for. Atleast the blame of letting the world slowly die and doing nothing about wouldn't be so big.
