>>7955054I wasn't meant to love, Anon. I was going to die alone and never feel for another the way I did back when i was young and foolish.
>>7955071God, I hope i can. I tried not to fall in love. I desperately tried not to. but then the dreams came. and it fucked me up something awful.
>>7955077I could lose the only one who really understands me. And in a small town full of cliques and xenophobes, that's a death sentence.
>>7956037I feel like this one is. But that's my feelings talking against my rational thought. Then again, she just might really be different than your run of the mill lady.
>>7957132I might. It feels like i should tell her, but everything in my head is telling me it's a bad idea.
>>7957163Man, if i had something to look at i wouldn't feel so sick to my stomach about it either.
