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I only have acquaintances, no friends, nor gf. No girl shows interest in me, mostly likely due to me looking angry all the time and such.
I'm not one to confront nor lead unless it's necessary, as I prefer to play passively, and plan before striking. I find that sometimes people who only have feelings on their mind need to be manipulated in order for me to fully understand what they are after. Usually causes me to look like I have a "Defender" type personality, despite me usually not giving a flying doo doo about feelings.
Most of the time when I cry, it's because my body is trying to stop me from being blinded by rage that was being stored in me. In reality I'm not really crying, as I'm still thinking and planning inside my mind clearly. If I somehow am able to release all of my anger, I become much calmer, and more peaceful in a way.
I try reading people, and am usually always looking around the place, looking for ways to defend myself, figure out of somebody is following me, and/or overall just checking for details and such.
I spent most of my time thinking to myself, given that I lack friends and such as said before. Nothing calms me down more than a well thought-out plan, and just being talkative with myself.
Ok enough of this, please tell me if something is wrong with me. I'd like to hear other people's thoughts given that I only have my own, and do not wish to talk about it to people who know me in person. For it will reveal weaknesses.
I'm not one to confront nor lead unless it's necessary, as I prefer to play passively, and plan before striking. I find that sometimes people who only have feelings on their mind need to be manipulated in order for me to fully understand what they are after. Usually causes me to look like I have a "Defender" type personality, despite me usually not giving a flying doo doo about feelings.
Most of the time when I cry, it's because my body is trying to stop me from being blinded by rage that was being stored in me. In reality I'm not really crying, as I'm still thinking and planning inside my mind clearly. If I somehow am able to release all of my anger, I become much calmer, and more peaceful in a way.
I try reading people, and am usually always looking around the place, looking for ways to defend myself, figure out of somebody is following me, and/or overall just checking for details and such.
I spent most of my time thinking to myself, given that I lack friends and such as said before. Nothing calms me down more than a well thought-out plan, and just being talkative with myself.
Ok enough of this, please tell me if something is wrong with me. I'd like to hear other people's thoughts given that I only have my own, and do not wish to talk about it to people who know me in person. For it will reveal weaknesses.
