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>be suicidal fuck always up and down about suicide and cannot decide, because of my bipolar 1.
>make final decision on Saturday night to kill myself Sunday night
>Tell all my friends goodbye
>They all are worried
>Set up noose and chair
>Get on chair and put noose around neck
>Say my prayers to the Lord
>Can't jump
>Now it's 1 in the morning, can't sleep and all my friends are worried about me, now have to go back to another day of my shitty job
Do any of you lads know how to get the courage to kick the chair? What should I do now, antidepressants? Or some kind of therapy?
>make final decision on Saturday night to kill myself Sunday night
>Tell all my friends goodbye
>They all are worried
>Set up noose and chair
>Get on chair and put noose around neck
>Say my prayers to the Lord
>Can't jump
>Now it's 1 in the morning, can't sleep and all my friends are worried about me, now have to go back to another day of my shitty job
Do any of you lads know how to get the courage to kick the chair? What should I do now, antidepressants? Or some kind of therapy?
