>>8030853If you wish to help your mother, then do so by supporting her, emotionally, financially or other ways. But leave the death business alone because it is not for you to decide who lives or dies. Even whether to kill yourself is not a choice you can make, is it? Because you didn't create this body, so why talk about ending it. So, you should drop any thought about killing your mother. It may be out of desperation or out of compassion, or both. But whatever it is, it is simply not a choice any human should make. I recommend you Sadhguru or the Isha Foundation as a whole. I think she will find some answers there. If you haven't yet, start by simply being with her. You are human, your potential is enormous. If you do the right things, you can go through this life joyfully no matter what. Best regards.