>>8036066Well then, there's no miracle remedy for fixing your life unfortunately. Are you still getting bullied or is that completely over now? Education should be your highest priority, escapism second but also important.
Human as species is a pretty adaptive creature, even when thrown into modern social and psychological warfare. It is worse when you've got childhood trauma on your back though but nothing not to overcome.
Find some productive passion and stick to it, that's a good start. Something that would make it's learning more alluring.
Good night comrade, you should sleep already as well, unless it's super early morning where you live.
