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>tfw it's impossible to get a social life if you don't already have a social life
>tfw done NOTHING with women apart from pay for sex with escorts
>tfw I'm always the extremely quiet spergy guy in the work place and throughout my entire time at university
>tfw trying to avoid eating shitloads of junk food and coffee (ruins sleep) and wasting ALL my free time on the internet but keep putting it off another day (today will hopefully be the last day)
>tfw despite reading many books and having a degree, there is nothing I am passionate about or could talk about at length with anyone
>tfw aged 26 and feel extremely jealous of young people who are experiencing the best and most free times of their lives
>tfw it's impossible to get female attention unless you have a thriving social life or are the top 1 % of males who can use dating sites successfully
>tfw women are disgusted by non Chads and society is a scam designed to create and transfer resources through the exploitation of beta males
>tfw society sees me as pathetic for being ugly, male, quiet, shy
>tfw starting a new white collar job on Monday and dreading it as everyone will discover I'm a sperg and I slowly get treated like a leper
>tfw I plain don't have any initiative- this is a death sentence to anyone not on the Oxbridge to prestigious employer trap
>tfw university was even intellectually worthless because I went to my local one instead of the best possible one and did an engineering degree
>tfw done NOTHING with women apart from pay for sex with escorts
>tfw I'm always the extremely quiet spergy guy in the work place and throughout my entire time at university
>tfw trying to avoid eating shitloads of junk food and coffee (ruins sleep) and wasting ALL my free time on the internet but keep putting it off another day (today will hopefully be the last day)
>tfw despite reading many books and having a degree, there is nothing I am passionate about or could talk about at length with anyone
>tfw aged 26 and feel extremely jealous of young people who are experiencing the best and most free times of their lives
>tfw it's impossible to get female attention unless you have a thriving social life or are the top 1 % of males who can use dating sites successfully
>tfw women are disgusted by non Chads and society is a scam designed to create and transfer resources through the exploitation of beta males
>tfw society sees me as pathetic for being ugly, male, quiet, shy
>tfw starting a new white collar job on Monday and dreading it as everyone will discover I'm a sperg and I slowly get treated like a leper
>tfw I plain don't have any initiative- this is a death sentence to anyone not on the Oxbridge to prestigious employer trap
>tfw university was even intellectually worthless because I went to my local one instead of the best possible one and did an engineering degree
