Why is living so tiring? It's exhausting and boring. Some people seem to find life a journey with mysteries to be uncovered and milestones to achieve. To me, living is like a task or a job, an obligation: you don't want to do it, but for some reason, you HAVE to do it.
I remember when I was a kid I never wanted to grow up, because I knew I wasn't going to be good at being an adult.
I find it interesting how living comes so naturally to people, as if they've always known, right from the start, what to do and how. Is it weird that I don't feel like this at all? It's a little bit depressing. I don't want to die, I just want to stop existing.
Does anyone else relate?