Im bad with feelings and identifying them so idk what to call it, nor do i know how to word this post so lets just get going.
I have this friend and she’s super nice to me, one of the nicest friends i have. We’ve been friends since 7th grade and... i fucked her up a bit emotionally, i still feel like utter shit for what i did yet she claims its fine now... anyway she’s easily my best friend and, while its probably out of loneliness these feelings emerge, i sometimes think i have a crush on her? We’re super close and we talk every day, we sing, we laugh, we cuddle and she always says i’m blushing around her. She’s ace and isnt sure if she’s aro or not which makes me worry cause well what if she dates an asshole who wont respect her? Anyway yeah so

Tl:Dr i think i have a crush on my best friend but it could also me just being lonely!