I was on party yesterday and I got drunk as fuck. I was consious to 2AM, but I was like an animal. Then I lost control and I don't even remember most of anything after 2AM. I had laid on the armchair and I had thought I was dreaming already I guess.
It felt like lucid dream. I started touching my friends, not intimate places, but their back or chest and tried to hug them or something, didn't even want to fug (they were males, and I am male too). They "rejected" me and laughed off what I'm doing, but I kept trying to do it and poorly convicing them to allow me caress them... I also think that I said something about thinking about me like I was woman xD, jesus.
And I remember that I told them that I'm bisexual once, but today when I wasnt drunk anymore my friend told me that I had been begging them to accept my sexuality and telling them that I'm bisexual over and over again, and that's pathetic. When I woke up before them I was too embarassed to show my face, when I realised it wasn't dream. I mean it wasnt that bad and they are ok with that, but idk why. But really, I even told myself so many times that I can tell something not necessary, and then i was doing the first things that came to my mind.
Touch him? Ok
Say something stupid? Ok
and it really felt like lucid dream