I eat shrooms I randomly find in forest
prefferably red ones with white dots
datura for the days when forest is off limits
get high on nosedrops and coffee, jerking off 6 times a day
trying my artistic skills in drawing cute anime sidewives only to copy them from laptop
playing with soldering iron and wood whilst also burning my skin in act of self mutilation
did I mention jerking off?
you should find it easy to get motivated at least for something, possibilities are endeless in some sense or another