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Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:17:35 No.8193944 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>8193949 >>8193954 >>8193959 >>8193967 >>8194171 >>8194424 >>8195659 >>8196058

>Be me
>Hear a some of my classmates talk about color schemes
>Mention how I think black and red is the coolest color combination by far
>No one says anything
>A couple of them look visibly awkward
>Laying in bed a few months later
>Shoot up out of bed
>”Holy fuck they thought I was Nazi!”

Pic related, for all you lobotomites out there

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8nXgCwA Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:19:09 No.8193949 Report

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>>8193944
who are you quoting?

Leafman --> Leafmane

Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:22:06 No.8193954 Report

Quoted By: >>8193990

>>8193944
Flags with black and red:
>Albania
>Trinidad
>Angola
>New Guinea

>Anon wakes up and thinks he's a nazi

OH NONO NONONO BAAHAHAHAA

If this is actually true you're thinking about it way too much seriously i hope this is an ironic post.

Walter Carlton

Walter Carlton ID:rL0xh8vK Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:24:33 No.8193959 Report

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>>8193944
How is 7th grade going OP? Healthy amount of 12yo anxiety I see.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gzKF0Sx+ Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:27:37 No.8193967 Report

Quoted By: >>8193973

>>8193944
whom quote?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:30:44 No.8193973 Report

Quoted By: >>8193977

>>8193967
me from the past, because I’m a fucking lobotomite

Leafman --> Leafmane

Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:32:18 No.8193977 Report

Quoted By: >>8193995

>>8193973
Phew okay funny story then lmao
its funny how much people over think shit
thought you were quoting yourself like yesterday.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:38:41 No.8193990 Report

Quoted By: >>8193999

>>8193954
It isn’t ironic, I just have anxiety for real. The other day my mom’s friend’s daughter came to pick up a tent. Before she got here I texted asking her if she knew anyone who sold weed because I just moved here and I mentioned how I knew she used to smoke weed. I kept cringing the whole day after that. How the fuck would I know she used to smokd weed? I barely ever interact with her. Does she think I’m stalking her? I should have told her my mom mentioned one time that she used to smoke weed. I can’t do that know though, I’d just look like more of a stalked. God damn I want my Xanax perscription back so fucking bad.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:40:39 No.8193995 Report

Quoted By: >>8194001

>>8193977
I actually was quoting myself from yesterday, again, because I’m a fucking lobotomite

Leafman --> Leafmane

Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:42:08 No.8193999 Report

Quoted By: >>8194026 >>8194064

>>8193990
That's unfortunate seems as if it's alot of overthinking to a certain extent I know i'm an idiot and really regret the things I do or say to random people I just wanna talk with it's gotten to a point where I don't care anymore because I fret over the past I can't get anything done. Xanax is okay i know a few people that take it but if you have anxiety anything that helps is good.

Walter Carlton

Walter Carlton ID:rL0xh8vK Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:43:28 No.8194001 Report

Quoted By: >>8194008

>>8193995
Good luck falling asleep tonight while overthinking how you behaved on /bant/ today and how every anon on here thinks you're a retard.

Leafman --> Leafmane

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Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:45:41 No.8194008 Report

Quoted By: >>8194041

>>8194001
Aren't we all retarded if we browse /bant/
remember special one we all sit on a spectrum
some are more pronounced than each other.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:52:58 No.8194026 Report

Quoted By: >>8194064

>>8193999
That’s exactly how I am. I haven’t gotten much sleep the past couple of days so I’ve just been dweling on cringey shit I’ve done, even though 99% of it isn’t even cringey. Writing sentences, even on 4chan, is difficult because I get so hung up on punctuation and word placement. Should I have put “by far” before or after “black and red is the coolest color combination”? Which would be the clearer way? I know it’s fucking retarded. Do you have any coping strategies?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 08:55:23 No.8194041 Report

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>>8194008
/bant/ is pretty much a tard race to the bottom

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Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:01:31 No.8194064 Report

Quoted By: >>8194081

>>8193999
Also checkem
>>8194026
Trial and error to be quite honest I usually work out whats feels comfortable or I always type what I would want my best self to speak about in front of people. Usually if i stay relaxed and put a rough template of what comes to my mind as a gut reflex works.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:09:46 No.8194081 Report

Quoted By: >>8194088

>>8194064
Thanks I think that’ll probably help. I’ll give it a shot, though I doubt I’ll be able to stay relaxed. I can only do that shit when I’m on a bunch of drugs

Leafman --> Leafmane

Leafman --> Leafmane ID:qMIAUjRg Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:11:22 No.8194088 Report

Quoted By: >>8194122

>>8194081
You won't be relaxed it's going to take some time to get used to but it got to a point where I don't care as significantly as i used to knowing that helps.

thundercunt

thundercunt ID:eNWIc3+R Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:13:17 No.8194093 Report

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Black and red is certainly a pretty cool combo.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:28:25 No.8194122 Report

Quoted By: >>8194170

>>8194088
I know, but the thing is I actually have autism for real so I don’t know if not feeling awkward around new people is even possible for me without drugs. I’m high functioning at least. None of my friends are autistic and the very few of them I do tell about it are genuinely suprised I have it because they never noticed it. But I fucking notice.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:49:27 No.8194170 Report

Quoted By: >>8194207

>>8194122
Lad, the only real coping mechanism is realizing this shit will go on forever and making your peace with it.
I'm pretty convinced you've already told yourself this at some point but it's easier to say than to do.
There's plenty other ways to deal with it but they're all unhealthy to a varying degree

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:uFFwjK8p Wed 12 Jun 2019 09:49:28 No.8194171 Report

Quoted By:

>>8193944
>Be me
>Hear a some of my classmates talk about color schemes
>Mention how I think that we should secure... and race.. with blood and soil..against the modern world... HAIL!
>No one says anything
>A couple of them look visibly awkward
>Laying in bed a few months later
>Shoot up out of bed
>”Holy fuck they thought I was Designer!”

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Y87/3q6l Wed 12 Jun 2019 10:00:40 No.8194194 Report

Quoted By:

>Be me
>Hear a some of my classmates talk about letter schemes
>Mention how I think O and P is the coolest letter combination by far
>No one says anything
>A couple of them look visibly awkward
>Laying in bed a few months later
>Shoot up out of bed
>”Holy fuck they thought I was faggot!”

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 10:06:30 No.8194207 Report

Quoted By: >>8194229

>>8194170
Oh yeah I know it’s probably not gonna end. I’m starting university in the fall too so I’m probably fucked. I’m one of the few autists who knows how to make connections with drug dealers so I genuinely think I’ll just end up a drug addict until I kill myself. I’m not addicted yet, but that shit is gonna be so much more available at university.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 10:16:04 No.8194229 Report

Quoted By: >>8194295

>>8194207
Well obviously I don't have to tell you that's not a great idea, you know what you're doing. But if you're really planning on going that route, the trick is to switch it up once in a while. Don't do the same shit day in day out for more than a few months. Smoke pot for a few months. Drink for a few months. Keep switching it up so you don't stay dependent on the same thing for too long. Every time right after finals, go cold turkey for a few days/weeks to readjust your brain. Also a good idea to drink a shitton of water, work out and keep a healthy diet. Making sure you look physically well gives your already overstimulated brain at least one thing less to worry about. The biggest reason people quit uni is not because they can't handle it, it's just because they give up. You already spend most of your time feeling like shit, so if uni gives you a period of more shit it's not that big of a deal. Power through and good luck

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 10:34:41 No.8194295 Report

Quoted By: >>8194313

>>8194229
This seems like some pretty good advice, thank you. And don’t worry, this isn’t my plan or anything, this is just the only possible way I see my life turning out. I’m scared most about not having the willpower to turn down opioids. I’ve already tried painkillers and heroin a few times (thank fucking god I never had a steady supply) and those feel like absolute heaven. Though I think if I stick to this advice I might have a chance.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 10:39:58 No.8194313 Report

Quoted By: >>8194420

>>8194295
Yeah well it's obviously not a perfect plan, you might have to tweak it. But at least it's been working out for me so far. I'm not happy but I manage to keep my life moving forward, even if it's by the skin of my teeth

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 11:08:39 No.8194420 Report

Quoted By: >>8194473

>>8194313
By the skin of your teeth is better than I’ve been doing. I dropped out of high school a few months from graduation, but hopefully this time will be different. Just be greatful you live in a country that won’t leave you to rot and die if things don’t work out. I live in the fucking South so I’m extra fucked if I fail and think living this close to Alabama is making me more autistic.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:4tKUxCY9 Wed 12 Jun 2019 11:10:03 No.8194424 Report

Quoted By:

>>8193944
That's not what they thought about anon. You're probably the most autistic guy at school, whatever you say would generate the same awkward stares.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 11:28:10 No.8194473 Report

Quoted By: >>8194590

>>8194420
I know how it feels man. I dropped out of uni and then went back once I understood what the hell was wrong with me, I didn't get professional psych advice until I was well into my 20s. And yeah I'm well aware having been given another opportunity is a fucking blessing

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rHkgz1q0 Wed 12 Jun 2019 11:55:39 No.8194590 Report

Quoted By: >>8194739

>>8194473
I really hope it works out for you man. I thought I was just gonna post some shitty greentext, get called a sperg a few times and be done with it, but you guys have actually been genuinely helpful.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:sjaxKXO6 Wed 12 Jun 2019 12:07:20 No.8194725 Report

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They didn't think you were a Nazi you dumb autist.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eY3syQWa Wed 12 Jun 2019 12:10:51 No.8194739 Report

Quoted By:

>>8194590
Hope it works out for you too fren. There's plenty of people around here worth talking to, you just need to get a bit lucky to filter through the metric tons of shit and find them

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:w0HRHQnX Wed 12 Jun 2019 15:56:48 No.8195659 Report

Quoted By:

>>8193944
Black and red is just edgy you autist

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cfTzQjE+ Wed 12 Jun 2019 16:53:36 No.8196058 Report

Quoted By:

>>8193944
Beautiful flag

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