>>8202297But I'm not chatty like stereotypical narcissists are. I'm very quiet and hate small talk. I only talk to people who I share similar interests with but I come across as a "Nice quiet, meek guy". I'm not a vengeful person either, I'm too soft and let people walk all over me. This is why the thought of a relationship frightens me.
>>8202301I tried going clean shaved for a while but I look like a teenage boy. I prefer to look like a man. I feel more cool with a nice shaped up beard.