>>8224419I don't know what's going in your life at the moment, but I want at least try to help. Life is truly meaningless. Lots of people suffer because they feel like they're constantly underachieving or think they'll be an underdog for the rest of their life. Our small lifes are just a shadow of grand scheme of things, countless factors impacted in who you are, where are you and what mindset you have now. That way you truly belong to that complicated nervous system and can also change it every time, like it has already changed you. While it's important to sometimes stay humble, accepting the tragedies taking place around you, appreciating the moments is the best way to escape from the Matrix. It could be anything, depending on your current state. The comfy feeling under a blanket, beautiful music you listen to, the delicate taste of handmade sweets, hobbies and a random person you meet online.
But the most important thing is rest. Sleep well, maybe tomorrow will be better.