Why can't I just break through my willlessness and do anything?
I can see the happiness only in my vivid dreams.
In real life there are only commieblocks, half-failed study, fucked up job, retarded TV shows on the background, contented with life father and the blue-green nature outside.
I will never change anything in my life.
Nothing will ever be changed on this large lebensraum.
I'm lost among the 7.53 billion peasant offsprings.
At least I'm not the proud one.