>>8242019Okay
I don't want sex I want a gf. I want sex, obviously, but I don't want to have sex with a stranger. It makes me uncomfortable. I don't like the idea of being intimate with someone I don't know. I don't like most people in the first place and the idea of getting into bed with someone I dislike disgusts me. I could have sex if I really wanted to, casual sex with some girl in town on a drunken Friday night, but the kind of girl that does that I find unattractive. I feel like I'm a tool for their pleasure. Awful. I've rejected casual hook-ups many times before, but have only ever been rejected when I asking a girl on a date. I would rather hire a whore, which I will not do, than ever have sex with a thot. Unironically. I've accepted that I'll be a virgin forever. I don't hate women though. I just find sluts disgusting, but I don't hate them either.
