>>8251260is it bad that i love to talk about suicide but don't have any intent to actually do it?
i mean, talking about ways to do it for example.
i had some long talks with a few friends about the different ways one could pull it off and their pros and contras. i think, for example, jumping in front of a train is a generic and stupid way, especially because those who jump in front of trains are often people who do it spontaneously and their reasons are pretty bad. Also, suicide shouldn't be something people can say "i tried it" about. People who tried but failed are pretty sad. I mean, I can't believe you failed killing yourself. It's either extreme stupidity (like aiming the gun how they do in some movies and only shooting off their faces), or attention-seeking. I'd simply overdose, but overdose CORRECTLY and with a bang, like buying extreme amounts of cocaine and trying to snort as much as i can. And I don't want my home to smell like shit, i would record myself saying where i am and that i need help because i overdosed on cocaine, then do an automatic call 6 hours after i died.
