>>829786Well, here in Norway, gays don't kill themselves, because people are more educated and treat each other with care regardless of sexuality.
In fact, in Norway it is even seen as normal to have a gay phase in your early years. It is almost a bummer if you don't, because it is a sign that you were not pretty enough to do so. If you look at norwegian online oracles like
KlaraKlok.no, may boys have asked if it is normal to have done such things and felt such feelings for each other. If it means they are gay. And the answer from the professionals is: It is completely normal, it is too early to tell what sexuality you have, for now, just enjoy what is just LIFE.
I don't know what is your problem, I don't know if this is an American thing. We still have our foreskin intact in Norway, we still enjoy the pleasures that your parents robbed you off as soon as you left the womb. Maybe we're more natural than you.
I grew up with a very close friendship, he was blond and had blue eyes, he was very kind. We did thing, like resting with our heads in each other laps under a tree in a grassy field on a summer day. Playing in the snow, wrestling, hugging, and for a short while we did some stuff that was well within gay area, but it was all just a natural progression of a very close friendship.
People make it to something it is not, they only see the sex. You too, you only talk about reproduction and passing on your genes. Life is long, you're probably gonna have just about three children. And you're probably gonna have them in your mid thirties, you've really sold your youth short.
The tragedy is to be wasted. You've wasted a perfectly safe good experience that would have made you a better person.