I read the bible, but a short and censored version for kids. I went every wednesday afternoon to the church when i was in the 1-6th grade and had christianity lessons. Although I don't criticize it, I also don't really "believe" in christianity. I don't believe in anything because my brain is simply too simple to answer that question. I think, though, because I was raised very christian, I developed very well. I never cursed, have used the knowledge I gathered in church to solve my problems as a kid on my own (especially bullying), and naturally became a very likeable person as I took care about other people when interacting with them. Today, I can curse, but I still often use substitutes (like people sometimes say heck instead of hell inn english, I say "Scheibe" instead of "Scheisse" (shit)). I was very christian until 13 or so, when I started thinking clearly about what I actually believe in. I lost my faith, yet I haven't become an atheist, as I am only a human with simple human brain and am not able to comprehend all the information neccessary to be completely sure that there is no god. I mean, we/I can't even be sure that everything we/I experience is real, but losing touch to reality that much isn't possible unless you have strong psychosis while keeping your focus on the possible "nothing proven" mindset, so I just say this experiencing is real while also staying critical of it. I continued with that thinking, and started doing more of what I want instead of what I should, but still represent good christian values. We all have no idea what we're doing here, but mindlessly believing in a religion isn't the best way of reasoning your existence.
