Because everyone I ever know and love leaves me eventually, so I give up. I'm fucking sick of having my heart broken. I'm sick of letting people in. I'm sick of living. I'm probably going to kill myself soon. The pills don't help, the therapy doesn't help. I'm just destined to fucking suffer every single fucking day of my shitty ass loser life. I fucking give up, okay? I told myself I never would, but I guess I'm a fucking liar on top of being a fucking deadbeat piece of dogshit.
