>>833330where do you live in Canada?
If you're on the west coast you could drive south to Washington if you just want some weed, since it's legal there. Get a hotel to smoke up in, treat yourself to a little vacation, go to a dispensary, go hiking. I hear it's an absolutely beautiful state with godlike forests and coastal parks. Get high and soak up all that greenery and nature. I've been meaning to visit myself. Could be better for you than you know.