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I have stopped looking for a partner
I always felt like I would have a beautiful family my entire life,now I know I will never have a partner, just my kids, and that's it
I don't really feel bad by it I am just kind of depressed since I live of off rent and I don't really have a job, and I keep wondering if I should just look for a shit job to get to know someone... but two divorces are kind of a drag to pull at 33
I also don't want to play the relationship game, I'm spent on that front...
Maybe I'm just not ready, maybe i'll never be, maybe I'll walk out tomorrow and met the love of my life and I will be so fucking jaded with life that I will let that love go away
I always felt like love was whatever I wanted it to be, now I know I've never being loved as I have loved...
I guess what bothers me is that I will never meet anyone that can love me as deeply as I love...
what is love?
baby don't hurt me
don't hurt me
no more...