>>8341646I know the feel. I've had two cats pass on me, one that I had since the 2nd grade all the way until I moved out of my parents, and a little stray kitten I took in. My big boy I had for years died on the same day I was travelling back home, didn't even get to say goodbye to him. Went to the vet the next day to pick up his wrapped up frozen corpse and buried him with my dad. It hurt, but now I whenever I think about him (barely ever) I think about the happy things.