>>838317Thanks bud, I actually needed that.
>>838331Thank you Mr. Bartender.
Just confused about relationships, like most people here.
I met a great girl about two months back and we've become best friends. We didn't get together; she had a boyfriend at the time and I wasn't interested in her because she is fairly promiscuous (cute girl) and wouldn't make a loyal girlfriend. Also, we have different ideas of what we want out of a relationship.
We bonded really well because we'd both moved alone, young, to Japan and we were both really similar - the same outlook on life and a similar background.
Recently she and her boyfriend fell out and she slept at my place last night. She was way too tired to do anything so I cuddled her and we fell asleep. Last night she moved her face until it was almost touching mine as she slept but I didn't want to kiss her. We're the only close friends for each and I don't know if I should do anything and change that relationship.
In the morning she asked me to rub her back, which her ex used to do before sex (which she said was unsatisfying for her). So she's topless but I'm confused. I just rub her back and she talks to me. I stop after a while and she puts her tee back on.
Later on we're fucking around, horsing around and she falls on her back. She's wearing a skirt and her legs are spread and I see her panties, she laughs and we continue playing.
I don't want to lose her and I'm hesitant about smashing her because I don't know how that would change things. Not because she's not pretty, sometimes I have to control myself because she's hot.
She's meeting a guy off the Internet tomorrow, in the day. She wasn't interested in him and told him she wanted to meet other people along with him but he said he wanted it to be just the two of them.
So I don't know what I should do now. I don't know what I want. She just texted me asking if she can come over and hang out with me. I just don't know what I should do.
Sorry for the long post.
