i help a qt gril with calculus. when it comes close to weekend i ask what she is doing and she says nothing and doesn't respond to my texts. then on the monday i think she feels guilty about using me and leading me on so she buys me food like sushi when we study. now we are in a routine where i pretend to be led on and heartbroken when she doesn't reply to my texts cos she is out sucking chad cock then she feels guilty and buys me food. would you be embarrassed to be in my situation?