Ever get that feeling of understanding something new, like witnessing mind boggling things that put you into state of thinking "how could a singular person think this masterpiece through all alone?".
I do, quite a lot. Some people are just easier to impress ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶦᵐᵉˢ⋅⋅
But just think about it. I'm sure it happened to you while you were learning, watching or reading a brilliant book, movie, getting into a new field that so far could only mesmerize you rather than educate about anything. At the beginning it's always so harsh in complexity - or the complete opposite! It feels like something anyone could master on a whim of determinated day or a week. Then we just.. burn like a hay and forget about painful, fruitless defeat. But in the end, if you live among it long enough, all of those problems began to melt away to the point, that you often forget how hard it felt at first with all those unproductive give ups.

I just wanted to say that everything feels so complicated.. until it's not.
Whatever you will need in life is not intricate enough for you to never be able to understand it. It could be tools you are missing, sources that you lack - but definitely not brain power, and even that is to be bested with practice.
So maybe let's keep trying - for the sake of simplier times, Anon.

Videos, more videos
https://youtu.be/KRMRFqgFPh8
https://youtu.be/qLNwa_hoz4w
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