>>8399592>kill yourselfNEVER. You'd like that too much.
How are you Cowboy?
Btw you know you're truly gone when your internal alter ego in your head and your perfect gf in your head are both in love and are aware of your presence in the whole thing as their literal god. You're even more fucked up when you can talk with them yourself. Bonus points if alter ego gives you life advice. Extra credit if you can talk to both and they talk to you.