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>be me
>be 182 cm (6'2''?), 80 kg (180 lb?)
>be somewhat good looking but bad posture and socially awkward
>study biology, but have a rough first year at uni
>have a somewhat lax and messy but supporting family (we often scream at each other tho)
>be a kissless virgin weirdo-of-the-class for 12 years
>suddenly have a gf
>met in science camp
>be almost 19 when we both lose virginity
>sex is fun, we play ton of chess, have quite some things in common, love to sleep together
>she helped me respect myself and my body
>kept me company when had no friends
>still have no friends (except for one close female friend, but we dont talk that much lately)
>she's quite a bit needy and excessively pushy tho
>always wants to spend more time together and have sex
>after just over 1,5 year i got a bit tired of both
>family doeasn't like her
>she doesnt really speak to them
>i dont mind much, but they do
>they call her fat (bit chubby, true that)(155 cm, 64 kg; 5'2'', 140 lb)
>and ugly (her face is cute, she is a true petite, but almost always wears make up which i dont like, see pushy)
>before matura we talked alot online
>i didnt really study but didnt mind, got an excellent matura
>this goes on in uni
>im lazy as shit anyways
>shtf, nearly failed to get the credits and keep the state funding, but failed organic chemistry
>now family wants us to break up
>getting tired of this anyways
>want to kms from all the opposing pressure put on me
>afraid of not finding another gf/buddy (she was both)
>i still love to sleep with her
>i have a deadline of some eight hours to decide
>pic related is me, on the verge of a nervous breakdown
>what do you /b/ros think?
It's probably sketchy, but this is my first greentext and i really am in a state of despair almost but not fully ready to break up, slit my wrists or both. Please if you have any thoughts/comments on this one, then help another pepeposter in his suffering!
>be 182 cm (6'2''?), 80 kg (180 lb?)
>be somewhat good looking but bad posture and socially awkward
>study biology, but have a rough first year at uni
>have a somewhat lax and messy but supporting family (we often scream at each other tho)
>be a kissless virgin weirdo-of-the-class for 12 years
>suddenly have a gf
>met in science camp
>be almost 19 when we both lose virginity
>sex is fun, we play ton of chess, have quite some things in common, love to sleep together
>she helped me respect myself and my body
>kept me company when had no friends
>still have no friends (except for one close female friend, but we dont talk that much lately)
>she's quite a bit needy and excessively pushy tho
>always wants to spend more time together and have sex
>after just over 1,5 year i got a bit tired of both
>family doeasn't like her
>she doesnt really speak to them
>i dont mind much, but they do
>they call her fat (bit chubby, true that)(155 cm, 64 kg; 5'2'', 140 lb)
>and ugly (her face is cute, she is a true petite, but almost always wears make up which i dont like, see pushy)
>before matura we talked alot online
>i didnt really study but didnt mind, got an excellent matura
>this goes on in uni
>im lazy as shit anyways
>shtf, nearly failed to get the credits and keep the state funding, but failed organic chemistry
>now family wants us to break up
>getting tired of this anyways
>want to kms from all the opposing pressure put on me
>afraid of not finding another gf/buddy (she was both)
>i still love to sleep with her
>i have a deadline of some eight hours to decide
>pic related is me, on the verge of a nervous breakdown
>what do you /b/ros think?
It's probably sketchy, but this is my first greentext and i really am in a state of despair almost but not fully ready to break up, slit my wrists or both. Please if you have any thoughts/comments on this one, then help another pepeposter in his suffering!
