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>try so fucking hard to be the nicest person I can be, especially in real life.
>seems like everybody goes out of their way just to be an even more massive dick.
>especially people I'm close to
>periodically get jaded and stop caring for a few of days, making me depressed
>be feeling like shit, snap at them
>feel like a bigger shit for betraying my ideals and saying mean things out of spite
>calm down and feel slightly better
>rinse, repeat
Why do I even try.
TL;DR I'm going through a depressive episode right now.
Vote whether I should get the noose out of the drawer.
>seems like everybody goes out of their way just to be an even more massive dick.
>especially people I'm close to
>periodically get jaded and stop caring for a few of days, making me depressed
>be feeling like shit, snap at them
>feel like a bigger shit for betraying my ideals and saying mean things out of spite
>calm down and feel slightly better
>rinse, repeat
Why do I even try.
TL;DR I'm going through a depressive episode right now.
Vote whether I should get the noose out of the drawer.
