>>8435427The truth is she's right. She knows you better than you know you and what you're doing is incredibly foolish. The kind of shit I'd be facing at your age and not even unique enough to warrant me getting all nostalgic about it.
You're facing a choice. One that you put yourself in and built yourself.
A) You can stay and deal with your mother thus giving you time to build your own way out and time to weigh your realistic options accordingly.
B) You can stick to your guns and do what you want to do in spite of everything.
C) You make your own way.
B is the most pressing. If you do choose this option you'll be burning away a lot. Leaving a lot behind to be reduced to ashes. You may not be able to look back or even return. There's a realistic possibility you have to start again in a foreign land.
Now for my weigh in with the objective truth.
You tossed aside a lot of work, time and hardship for a whim. That's foolish.
You were the architect of a fucked up situation to get here. That's stupid.
You involved multiple people in something that didn't need to be happening in the first place not because of your decision but because of your execution. That's sub 60IQ.
Finally you skulked around in the shadows then try to come out smelling of daisies. That's just fucked m8.
There's no way for you to go back or undo any of this. How do I know? Because I've reset. Only I wasn't a beta cuck about the decision like you were. I just packed my bags with what cash I had and left. Even to get me and Mrs here I had to thug it for almost a year without her sleeping on a couch in a study. Before that me and mrs took the $1200 bucks we had, bought a car with a homie down on his luck and headed for Vegas with eyes set on a better life. Resets are hard but you have to live with whatever comes from pulling that trigger.
Are you willing to risk it all for yourself Cute?
