>>8459534Well, as for activities that can leave at least something behind them and that someone out there can appreciate, I have translating stuff from English and Japanese, but it doesn't capture me for long, although if I have the mood, I can spend hours not even noticing how fast they fly by.
I'm not that often in that mood though, it's more that games and random videos are what I drown out these hard feelings with.
I got used to complete loneliness years ago, it doesn't bother me much. But sometimes the loneliness reminds of itself like the wave, and, well, it becomes a little bit hard. Not for long, but yeah, a little bit hard. Especially when it's birthday.
>>8459544Thank you very much. It's just that I strive to repay any kindness that's given to me by those who are kind to me in any way I can, and if I can't, I want to at least show it that I really appreciate it, so that it's not left unanswered.
That's why by every thank you I say I really mean it, and it's just that I'm glad that I can spend my birthday, while being completely alone in reality, with so many people around me.
People who are the same as me. People who can relate, people who can understand.
Thank you all.