>>8466890I've already done that so many, many fucking times man.
I would go out of the house and the only thing I had planned in mind was whether I'd start on the right or left. No phones (I don't own one), just two sandwiches and a battle of water in my backpack and I would walk till I felt like I'd have to go back or I'd lose myself. On a scorching hot day, during rain, while the wind were blowing like a tempest and while it was snowing like a white dream. I did it once for over 21 hours, the first and only time I felt cold for the very first time.
That's what I meant by I stopped to enjoy the little things.
Books are just consuming media on the same level as anime and video games. They just get a pass for being older. Don't even get me started on music, the worse of all. It's just looking at the ceiling, glorified.
I do write, but it's not an activity I enjoy.
>>8466917I don't have the funds to realistically fuck off from here for as long as I want and live in another country in the meantime.
Even betting 10k in one go wasn't enough.
>>8466935Come kill me yourself if you believe I should die so badly.
