I'm tired of living now, there is no God and no angels. I want to fuck everything up and then kill myself. Preferably I'd love to hang myself at the gym, I would imagine it would be so funny to see all the thots there scream in horror, and I'd take pleasure knowing that I'd ruined their day and the fact that they'd be waking up crying after having nightmares about me for the rest of their lives. Difference is they'd probably have someone to comfort them, but not like me. Nobody has ever cared for me. My father was a psychopath and my mother never showed me any affection. She thought that buying me toys as a child was the best thing to do if I was ever feeling low.