>>8489412>>8489415>>8489417>>8489420>>8489423i think this is really getting to me
i was supposed to have a younger sister
it actually keeps me up at night and i cant stop thinking about it throughout the day
i never knew until a few days ago. i wonder how my parents feel about this? i mean they lost a child
im going nuts here wondering how different things would have been. what the hell? im the youngest in my family now. i couldve been the second youngest. i had a sister who died when i was 2 and i didnt know she existed until a few days ago. why did they keep this information from me? it came out by accident when i visited home and my mom was drunk. you guys what the fuck? is this fucked? am i fucked? i feel like i didnt have to wait until i was 28 to know this. 28 years of my life and i never knew i was supposed to have a younger sister. i visited my parents and my mom was drunk when she let it slip. i cant stop thinking about it. i couldve been a good brother. my brother is and was a good brother. i couldve been like him. my older sister couldve been a great older sister and have the sister she always wanted to have. they knew, my siblings knew, my parents knew, but nobody told me. i just recently found out. why did they hide this from me???????
