I have been having troubles sleep this past couple of weeks. A while back I walked to an army recruitment office and met my recruiter. We started the process, I got an 88 on my asvab and was able to pick intel. Before anything started I informed my recruiter that I smoked pot like 5 times in my life and last time I tried it was 2 years ago, they stated not to mention it and I lied in MEPs that I never tried weed. I finally had my interview with my investigator and I confessed that I tried marijuana in the past. Now I feel like ima get denied my clearance in bootcamp and they are going to reassign me to a cook.I just quit my good paying job to give myself time to prepare myself for bootcamp and lost complete motivation to do anything. My wife says I should be fine and not to worry. I feel like not even showing up to swear in. I feel completely depress, I have never had any panic attacks in my life and I been literally waking up in cold sweats. The fuck did I do to my normal life and why did I rat my self out