i don't think im capable of living alone
whenever i get to be alone for extended periods of time i start to really neglect myself; get drunk every night alone, eat only processed garbage, don't go outside, lay in bed for days straight

but when im back with my parents I try not to do those things so they don't notice or worry and confront me about it

but on the other hand there is nothing i want more than to be alone, i am so miserable every second of the day when im living with my parents or anyone else

Wat do