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>be me
>constantly have self-hate/doubt issues
>grow up in military
>know that I will likely never hear from 99% of the people I meet
>become genuine and honest
>become confident
>be friendly
>do well in school
>become one of the more articulate in my schools
>grow beard at 14
>"You look and act 30 anon!"
>Teachers say good things about me
>students say good things
>family says good things
>Dad's friends/workers say good things
>Mom's friends say good things
>friends say good things
>not a gril chaser
>kissless virgin but Idc
>"you're pretty funny, anon"
>"Anon, you're very kind"
>"wow anon, you're very smart for your age"
>"Mr. and Mrs.Anon, you have a good son, he has a lot of potential"
>"he's so mature Mr/Mrs. Anon!"
>mfw I still hate myself
>mfw everything they say feels disingenuous
>mfw emotions fucking me over again
>mfw nothing I do brings satisfaction
>mfw even my passions are slipping
Anyone got tips to solve this dumb shit
>constantly have self-hate/doubt issues
>grow up in military
>know that I will likely never hear from 99% of the people I meet
>become genuine and honest
>become confident
>be friendly
>do well in school
>become one of the more articulate in my schools
>grow beard at 14
>"You look and act 30 anon!"
>Teachers say good things about me
>students say good things
>family says good things
>Dad's friends/workers say good things
>Mom's friends say good things
>friends say good things
>not a gril chaser
>kissless virgin but Idc
>"you're pretty funny, anon"
>"Anon, you're very kind"
>"wow anon, you're very smart for your age"
>"Mr. and Mrs.Anon, you have a good son, he has a lot of potential"
>"he's so mature Mr/Mrs. Anon!"
>mfw I still hate myself
>mfw everything they say feels disingenuous
>mfw emotions fucking me over again
>mfw nothing I do brings satisfaction
>mfw even my passions are slipping
Anyone got tips to solve this dumb shit
