>>8550263I'M NOT GONNA SEE HER FOR ANOTHER WEEK AND I JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT BECAUSE I'VE CHICKENED OUT A FEW TIMES DUE TO MY ANXIETY SO IT'S KIND OF A DIFFICULT THING FOR ME BUT I STILL WANT TO DO IT WHICH LEADS TO ME THINKING ABOUT IT A SHIT TON AAAAAHHHHHHH