>>8567715>Why does you anime make you feel anxious?I was a NEET from about June 2018 - February 2019. During that time, anime became central or nearly central to my life and I became obsessed with having 'good taste'. I was a dub watcher and didn't really like subs for whatever reason, but since most anime fans on the internet generally preferred subs, I began to feel insecure about watching dubs. Overtime, anxiety surrounding this insecurity became more intense to the point where anime stopped being enjoyable to watch.
>I used to be worried about that too, then i realized i have no power to change anything and then embraced buddhism and an "i dont give a fuck about my life" mentality. Are you white?I was a white nationalist from about mid 2015 to early 2017, but a lot of toxic attitudes regarding race persisted beyond that. I began to take notice of these remaining toxic attitudes around early 2018, but I have found it very difficult to fully purge them fully from my mind.
>Youll get that with experience, try searching for jobs that imply being exposed to the public. It will be hard but the first step is always the most difficult one. Try joining a club, if just joined a mountaineering clubI've noticed in the past that experience tends to make socializing easier. I recently joined a gaming club at my school in hopes of acquiring more social experience.
>Obsessions might be related to aspergers syndromeSeems possible, but I don't know whether or not I have aspergers since I don't think I've ever been tested for it.