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Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:25:26 No.8578935 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>8578968 >>8578973 >>8578994 >>8579210 >>8581766 >>8581841

Are you happy with your existance guys? Why or why not?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wwEuwer4 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:26:18 No.8578937 Report

Quoted By: >>8578960

Existence

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:34:16 No.8578960 Report

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>>8578937
Sorry I'm from florida I don't know any better anon

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Anonymous ID:ChGnc9eU Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:37:33 No.8578968 Report

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>>8578935
I'm Dandy baby

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:39:16 No.8578973 Report

Quoted By: >>8578981 >>8578989

>>8578935
No because I’m an unstable autistic mess, and one of the few passions I have (art) is something I suck at despite doing it for years. Despite this I am usually given praise for acting mature and being thoughtful, and gifted writing-wise. With many close to me percieving me as kind and honest, with lots of potential.
Despite all of this I am terribly scared of life as I will be moving soon, and I have no fucking clue what I want to do for a career, or with my life.
What about you OP? You doing alright?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:1yWbbDE6 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:42:08 No.8578981 Report

Quoted By: >>8578990

>>8578973
you sound like fun

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:47:31 No.8578989 Report

Quoted By: >>8578995

>>8578973
Honestly I'm confused but happy with life.
My circumstances are terrible right now but I'm cool with it. I'm just confused with understanding my existence I feel like I have so much to learn but I dont know what it is that I need to learn

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:47:40 No.8578990 Report

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>>8578981
Well aparently I am, at least enough for my friends not to kick my dumb ass out.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:c8HF0roD Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:49:09 No.8578993 Report

Quoted By: >>8578999 >>8579005

No, i feel like I'm stuck here with no sense of belonging and i feel like even my own brain is working against me.

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Anonymous ID:u4a2OqBB Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:49:20 No.8578994 Report

Quoted By: >>8578999

>>8578935
Half and half.
Yes and no.
But I lean negative bc I'm not satisfied with myself as a human being,
and I wish I lived in a better location.

But I still feel a little better off than most people who would say no, or otherwise lean negative.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:50:00 No.8578995 Report

Quoted By: >>8578999

>>8578989
Hmm, I think I get what you mean, feels like you know too little, and you meed to expand the little library in your head, but aren’t sure how. Have you thought about looking at history? Even the recent stuff like WW2? It teaches a lot, from it I learned politics and human nature, plus the motive and problem many countries face.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:54:16 No.8578999 Report

Quoted By: >>8579005 >>8579061

>>8578993
That's because it is friend, you cant let yourself do that to you.
>>8578994
The grass is always greener somewhere else Anon, what matters is that you make the most of your own grass
>>8578995
I've been watching documentaries recently about all sorts of things it helps but I dont think it's what I'm looking for

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 08:57:54 No.8579005 Report

Quoted By: >>8579034

>>8578993
>>8578999
He’s right fellas
>>8578999
hum... have you tried more creative aspects of things? Like video editing, music making, etc? While doing it you’ll get new ideas which leads to new things to learn. May or may not help, but I’ve found that it does.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:13:36 No.8579034 Report

Quoted By: >>8579049

>>8579005
I just cant find anything that really sparks my passion, but I'm still young and don't have many options at the moment to explore my interests, so for now I'm just trying to shape my perspective on life to something that I can accept and be truly happy with

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:22:39 No.8579049 Report

Quoted By: >>8579076

>>8579034
I’m saying this now, passion forms your life, it drives it, it gives it purpose. The sooner you have a passion, and the more fervent you are in following it without being obssessive, the greater you will do. Passion breeds a chase to do better, to learn quicker and such. Take it easy my guy, and the direction your going is good, but just don’t forget to find that spark.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:c8HF0roD Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:30:27 No.8579061 Report

Quoted By: >>8579096

>>8578999
>That's because it is friend, you cant let yourself do that to you.
Easier said than done.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:36:01 No.8579076 Report

Quoted By: >>8579087

>>8579049
Thank you I needed to hear that, I'll definitely try harder to find that spark because whatever it is I have the mindset and drive to make my dreams happen I just need figure out what they are

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Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:40:14 No.8579087 Report

Quoted By: >>8579101

>>8579076
explore my dude, just try a whole lot and see what jives with you /b/ro

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:44:52 No.8579096 Report

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>>8579061
Well you should know there is no sense in belonging here anyways anon, you just have to learn to be ok with that. We're here today and gone tomorrow, no one asked for this but since you're here you might as well enjoy it and not let yourself hold you back. It is alot easier said than done tho but the only one who can change yourself is you theres no one else who can do that, you hold the key to your own happiness and it's up to you if you want to use it

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:49:25 No.8579101 Report

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>>8579087
Yea I've been lacking in life alot up until recently so I'm sure I'll figure it out thanks b/ro

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Anonymous ID:1yWbbDE6 Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:53:25 No.8579112 Report

Quoted By: >>8579128

nah
life is total fucking agony for me

every single attempt at rationalizing my circumstances fails. i could say 'wow i'm a fucking loser', 'wow i get treated like shit', 'wow i should fucking kill myself' but the momentary high of acceptance goes away really quickly and gives way to reality of being who i am.

every time something positive or happy happens to me, i'm actually in disbelief. it won't last of course because something worse will happen almost instantly. my life is that of a beaten fucking animal that tries to act like all the other dogs in the pound, but i can't do it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1yWbbDE6 Sun 18 Aug 2019 09:57:29 No.8579128 Report

Quoted By: >>8579144 >>8579152

>>8579112
so we've got a list
>try body building for years
>get sick of it
>try religion and philosophy
>find all of it inapplicable to my life or just unable to believe it
>learn nip dream of fleeing overseas
>no money, can't get a job in hicksville australia anyway there's literally nothing have to give up the idea
>try drinking self to death
>nearly succeed but decided it was too uncomfortable and made everyone upset also i was going to be homeless
there is literally no escape from myself

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:g8G62rs8 Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:03:35 No.8579144 Report

Quoted By: >>8579146

>>8579128
If you cannot escape yourself, then just be youself, everyone you meet hates themselves on some level anon, everyone wants to fucking end it. Stop hating yourself, and start loving what you do. Life sucks, you suck, but you’re not going down that easy are you? ARE YOU A PUSSY ANON?!
YOU’re FUCKING NOT, LIFE TRIED TAKING YOU OUT WITH ALCOHOL, IT ATTEMPTED TO END YOU WITH SHIT EMOTION AND A HANDFUL OF SPIRITS
BUT YOU LIVED YOU SON OF A BITCH
GO AND TAKE LIFE BY THE DICK AND USE IT’S NIPPLES LIKE REIGNS
LIFE IS YOUR WHORE, GO AND TREAT IT LIKE IT DESERVES YOU BEAUTIFUL DOWNUNDER
BLUNDER

KEEP FUCKING PUSHING

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1yWbbDE6 Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:04:11 No.8579146 Report

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>>8579144
i'm being dramatic but if someone would just employ my ass it'd solve a lot of shit

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cTZ5IF2X Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:07:08 No.8579152 Report

Quoted By: >>8579200

>>8579128
Religion and philosophy arent for everyone anon, create your own purpose for existence.
You seem like a normal person at the end of their rope man not everything is suppose to go right in life if it did then it would be pointless, you live and you learn more about yourself and the world. Just enjoy the small things if it's possible, I dont want to be that guy but it could be alot worse. You have a whole life in your hands you just gotta find the right thing to do with it, yeah you're gonna struggle and its gonna suck but one day it will all be worth it

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Anonymous ID:1yWbbDE6 Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:20:50 No.8579200 Report

Quoted By: >>8579259

>>8579152
sorry was just in a mood 99% of the time i'm alright

but when i'm not alright i'm really really not alright

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Anonymous ID:NfuKvVbA Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:23:16 No.8579210 Report

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>>8578935
It could be worse. I think the worst days are behind me but you never know

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:5R9MilOX Sun 18 Aug 2019 10:36:53 No.8579259 Report

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>>8579200
Doesn’t matter m8, you deserve some love. Take care, and best of luck for the employment, but if you still want to talk about it: what job are you looking for

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:bqAV+zlg Sun 18 Aug 2019 17:31:38 No.8581705 Report

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I don't know should I?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:brwsirt1 Sun 18 Aug 2019 17:32:48 No.8581710 Report

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i dont exist retard

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:q9lIIHnu Sun 18 Aug 2019 17:49:44 No.8581766 Report

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>>8578935
Yeah, I'm pretty happy with it

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Anonymous ID:niD6EjAE Sun 18 Aug 2019 17:59:30 No.8581782 Report

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my existence is a construct of insecurities so not really

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Anonymous ID:zkPVqdHJ Sun 18 Aug 2019 18:15:37 No.8581841 Report

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>>8578935
As long as there is vidia and anime in my life its worth living. If they go then no logical reason to exsist and il off myself. life is for pleasure. I'd love to get motivation to do other things but too much effort for so little reward

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.380twist ID:4jeb5lJ+ Sun 18 Aug 2019 18:18:24 No.8581853 Report

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I EJACULATED FECES!!!!!!

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