>>8645526You probably feel fear for the same reason I used to feel it a long time ago, your childhood was horrible, you were bullied and no one did jack shit.
Don't be afraid of what you do, and if you commit mistakes while doing it, remember that you have room to learn from it and continue on in life, our fathers and ancestors survived due to them learning from their mistakes. About people judging you, remember that most of these people tend to often have more undesirable traits, for example: a "popular" girl in school can be beautiful, but may lack the personality, remember that not everything that looks like a diamond, is actually a diamond. Hell, it can be shit coloured in light blue!
You probably seek approval, you probably have some friends in discord with your same or at least similar taste, with the friendship you have bonded with them, the more you talk to them, the better you'll feel
